Monday, May 3, 2010

iDON'T.

I don't ever want to be cool.
I don't do sadness well. it doesn't suit me.
I don't laugh to fill uncomfortable gaps.
I don't give fake compliments.
I don't make promises without intending to follow through.
I don't usually ask people how they are just for the sake of it. I actually want to know.
I don't like tuna fish.
I don't use long complicated words just to sound smart...i just generally like to use them.
I don't eat bagels anymore.
I don't find those weird super long jokes that you have to think about funny.
I don't really fear death.
I don't own a car.
I don't like men who mind-f*ck me.
I don't ever want to become superficial.
I don't read the books they assign in nearly every single one of my classes.
I don't play poker. although i want to learn.
I don't live with regrets.
I don't use an eye lash curler.
I don't wear my colored contacts anymore. they made me feel fake.
I don't like rejection.
I don't try to pretend its not awkward when it usually is. i usually point it out and make it even more awkward.
I don't know what I want to be when i grow up.
I don't feel like i deserve some of the great things i have in my life.
I don't love being single.
but I don't mind it.
I don't want commit without love.
I don't like letting people down.
I don't deal with disappointment well.
I don't like kissing people unless i know them.
I don't pay attention to people as much as i should.
I don't like certain parts of my body.
I don't hate anything. just dislike.
I don't want my freshman year to end.
I don't want to give up on possibility.
I don't know the game of football as much as i desperately want to.
I don't like it when the sun doesn't shine.
I don't think twin beds should have ever been invented.
I don't want to not live to my potential.
I don't like it when people say i have high standards >> i just don't want to settle.
I don't regret not having a boyfriend in high school.
I don't like gossip.
I don't want to be alone.
I don't open up as much as i should.
I don't play an instrument unless you count the recorder in the 3rd grade. hott cross bun.
I don't dye my hair.
I don't have a budget for some of the things i buy ;)
I don't like heavy metal thrash slit my wrists screamo music.
I don't have an all time favorite color.
I don't say I love you unless i absolutely mean it.
I don't think i deserved my underage drinking citation. not on that night at least :) hahahha
I don't eat Ramen noodles with the spicys in it. just plain.
I don't like ham. no ma'am.
I don't wear perfume.
I don't remember many of my dreams when i wake up.
I don't respect those who don't give me respect.
I don't like liking someone who doesn't like me back.
I don't particularly enjoy being put on the spot. i get super awkward hahahah.
I don't create art that i'm totally and completely satisfied with.
I don't mind making mistakes.
I don't eat soup. unless its the asian soup at hibachi restaurants.
I don't think i could ever become anorexic. zero will power.
I don't sweat the small stuff.
I don't like short boys.
I don't forget.
I don't want to settle for anything less than butterflies.

and sadly
I don't have time to BLOGGGGGGG.



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