Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Wants.

There are many things i want out of life, some simple, some complex, and a last night i was asked on formspring similar to what i want out of life, so in inspiration out of said question, i got to thinkin about what i do want. so here it goes. my random thoughts of all that i lust for out the book we call life:

I want

I just want to be myself.

I just want to be a crazy daisy.

Shoot from the hip.

I just want to do my own thing.

learn my own lessons.

I want to embrace change.

Believe in love.

fall in love.

Smile at small medium and big things.

Listen to beautiful music.

I want to take millions of photos.

document lifes precious moments.

And drink cups of tea, lots of tea.

4 sugars and a splash o' milk.

Smile at the sunshine.

Be someone's Sunshine.

Sit in the shower.

let the water run.

and rinse away my loneliness.

I want to lie awake in bed and think forever.

I want to have laughter inside of me.

i want to whistle my own tune.

I want people.

People to hug.

People to see smile.

People to ride roller coasters No hands! with.

i want simplicity.

i want to make someone's day.

just be.

I want someone to be there.

i want a shoulder to lean.

But I want to figure out the answers on my own.

I want to miss people.

Remember things.

i want to complete a Times crossword in pen.

I want to know there’s a plan.

And that this is all happening for a reason.

I want reminders.

i want post-it love notes.

you name it.

I want to live in the here and the now.

carpe diem.

And walk with my eyes closed.

I want happy days.

Sad days.

The days in between.

I want thunder storms to rumble my insides.

And rainbows.

bright colorful rainbows.

And a day when it just rains and rains and rains.

I want to question.

i want to create.

i want to graduate.

eventually ;)

i want to make art that matters.

I want to hope for something better.

I want be told I can’t.

And then prove 'em wrong wrong wrong.

I want a beginning and a middle and an end.

the whole 9.

But not always in that order.

More times than Not,

I have no effin clue what I want.

although,

I want my heart to keep on beatin.

my mind to keep on thinkin.

And I want to keep on feeling.

And I want to keep on hearing.

i want to keep wanting.

and to keep on breathing.

And when the day comes there's no more air left,

and i've gone up up and away

I know I’ll have everything I want.

:)

k thats all haha

3 comments:

  1. It is a wonderful thing to have a sense of what you want for yourself and who you want to be. I admire your compassion here, the piece is a beautiful expression of self. :)

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  2. this was a great blog entry! very enlighting :) i followed you. i think i'll love what else you have in store for us as readers!

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  3. i still think 4 sugars is too much

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